lost

Have to take a moment, let my eyes 
adjust and my pupils dilate, 
Oh! the musty scent of the damp stones, 
couldn't help but crinkle my nose 
I was lost, with no plan, caught 
traipsing through tunnels without a map 
I need to focus, 
mentally retrace my steps, 
try anyway, and answer those questions 
How did I get lost here? 
It was a riddle 
like life, right? 
I was stranded, abandoned 
making my way through this maze with 
no exit in sight.

beating back the beast, what is this shit. 
idk what to write. 
idk what to say. 
there is nothing worse than putting your depression on display.

my dreams are drifting away 
I'm sinking into the abyss. a bitch adrift.